She didn't believe in love, she had no idea what it meant. As a child, little Madeline grew up in a home where there was no peace. it was fight after fight. Which only made her anger and grudge grow every minute like a flower blooming during spring. It was so bad that during her adolescence she had thoughts of committing suicide and smoking. One day she was so upset she remembered her mom had cigarettes in her cabinet drawer and she decided to steal one to smoke, believing it was going to ease her pain. Madeline had no idea the damage she was doing to herself. She had no idea of anything, she was so naive and clueless. Boy I wish I knew her back then so I could have done something. But like God says everything has its time and he knew exactly what he was doing. Years passed by and her life got worst and worst by the minute. Her mother began watching a church program on TV "Pare de Sufrir" and caught her attention so much she wanted to go to the church and attend a service. And so she did. She took her younger son along with Madeline one day and since that day she began attending faithfully. Things began to change somewhat, it wasnt over night things changed. It was a process but Madeline didn't understand. Her mother was lifted up to help in church. Madeline prayed as she was taught it was the correct thing to do. But being so young in church not knowing what the world really was about had her confused. She knew the world was bad but something in it was catching her attention. She was never the popular one or the one that many boys liked. On the contrary, she was the one people used to make fun of and all the boys didnt like her til she got to high school things changed. It seemed it was for the better but the devil knew exactly what he wanted to do with her. She had no idea of his tricks and plans. If she only paid close attention before. Her life was about to take a toll and she was not ready for it...........
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