GOD vs. Satan Part1

June 10, 2010 Madeline was getting dressed and ready to go to the Aventura concert her boyfriend at the time had surprised her with. She was beyond excited because she never expected this. He picked her up around 6pm and she headed out the door. They both made a quick stop at the liquor store and bought alcohol and black & mild. She wasn't expecting to be so up close to the stage, it was as if she was a little girl in a candy store. They both began drinking more and started to enjoy the night. The concert finished around 11pm but it seemed to early for her. She wanted to have more fun , so her boyfriend found a open house party in which they went to. But before entering the party they decided to pop E pills and her life was about to take a toll she wasnt ready for. She began smoking weed in the party and drinking some more she was losing control then she started to feel strange. She began to felt like she was going to die. A fear came upon her and her life began to flash upon her eyes. As she sat down she began to rock herself back and forth as she chipped her nails til blood came out. Everyone asked her if she was fine and she would simply reply yes. But in reality she wasnt. Madeline didn't know what was happening. Both Madeline and her boyfriend decided to leave the party and go back to his house. Her boyfriend had to make a quick stop to buy some more weed so they can smoke at home and on their way she gave her mother a call to tell her she was spending the night with him. Her mother trusted him so she thought Madeline was in good hands. " I love you Mom. " Those were the last words her mother could have heard Madeline say. When they got home they went out to the balcony and started to smoke weed out of a bong. This time it was just her, her boyfriend and her boyfriends younger brother. They all passed the bong trying to compete who can inhale the weed the most and Madeline seemed like a pro but that was all the devil's plan. When her turn came again she passed she couldn't inhale anymore. Her heart began racing , she couldnt breathe and the two guys she was with turned into demons. Her hands came together as one would do when praying and she began to murmur words but everything she was saying she didn't understand. It was as if she was watching herself die in front of her own eyes. She began to yell for help................

DARKNESS FALLS

Have you ever been in a room with no light? If you have you already know that you are not able to see anything because it is so dark. Theres no life there. No light to shine, nothing. Well this is what Madeline had transformed into..DARKNESS. She had become this dark person who no one can talk to because a simple conversation would turn into a argument. All that darkness that was in her was being shown in her outside appearance. Her clothes, make up even the music she heard it was all dark. She had fallen in love with piercings and tattoos all because she loved the pain. The pain upon her body was her remedy to what she was feeling inside. Her life was being destroyed by the second and she didn't know there was a way out. She began living the night life trying to forget the pain she went through with her previous relationship. But she couldnt seem to forget. There was such a hatred in her against guys all she wanted was to use them and dump them. Madeline began to go out , she became uncontrollable at this point. She started hanging out with a group of people that were her "friends" in which she was introduced to some new drugs. She was now addicted to sex, drugs, and the night life. Her name was all over town, facebook, twitter, everywhere you can imagine. She was known but was known for the wrong things.

 Until one night, her life changed.........

A WOLF IN SHEEP'S CLOTHING

He was handsome, spanish, muscular, tall etc. He is the type that all girls will go crazy for. They both hit of quickly and exchanged numbers. Winter break was over for Madeline and her friend so they went back to campus. Madeline and her new friend will talk constantly it was quite an adventure she told me. He then asked her out to dinner with his family , she had no idea he would ask her to be his girlfriend. And so it happened. She put on her best outfit,make up and did her hair all to impress him and his family. She was very excited. All she thought was that she had finally found someone who cared and loved her. Someone who finally took time to care for her. That was the night they had become an official couple. They loved being with eachother every minute til one day....It was a spring night and she had invited him over with his friends to her dorm room to have a hangout. She received a phone call from a highschool friend who at that time was one of her closets friends. She had mentioned this to her boyfriend before they began dating because her close friend is a guy and she knew it was a problem for many guys, but he seemed cool with it. She didnt make it to her phone to pick it up and her boyfriend went crazy asking why she didnt pick it up as if she were to hide something. But she wasnt hiding anything there was nothing to be hidden. And that is when his true colors began showing. He slapped her across the face because he thought she was having an affair behind his back. Hours passed by she still couldnt believe he had done that to her, She always remembered her mothers words "when a guy hits you once, he will do it again no matter if he had said sorry or not". But she just ignored it. Just like her mother said...he apologized and gave her a kiss but things changed from that day on. He became extremely jealous and over protective. He didnt allow her to go out , talk to her friends, wear certain things. He became her master. She had no idea what she had gotten herself into and couldnt get out. It was fight after fight. Blood, bruises, yelling everything you can imagine happened. But she didnt have the strength to get out. It was as if there was something holding her and not letting her go. He would beat her up so bad she couldnt move at times. All she thought was why is this happening to her. She couldnt explain it. She always asked her self why is God letting this happen?. After one day after he beat her up he forced to have sex with her. While that was happening tears were pouring out of her eyes. She just wanted to run, she felt disgusting like she was worth nothing. She didnt want to live anymore. She yelled "help" but no one wanted to help her. Her neighbors knew what he was doing and were scared to come in. She was so skinny and so weak she told me she had no strength in her. Her first year finished of college and time to go back home. She saw it as her way to escape from him but it wasnt that easy. She got home and it was like as if she couldnt have peace anywhere she went. It was constant fights with her mother now. They both bumped heads alot and it was terrible. They never understood eachother and one day Madeline decided she couldnt take it anymore. She packed her things and guess where she went. Yup, she went back to her ex-boyfriend. I couldnt believe how can she be so naive. This time he didnt abuse her physically now it was a different type of abuse. Verbal, mentally and emotionally. She was his slave. She had to wash his cloths, cook  and clean for him. And when he wanted to have sex she had to do it even if she didnt want to. Although she was his girlfriend, he had many behind her back. this was happening for months til one day she went back home. This time she had to go away and never look back. And so she did, She went back home and wrote an email to him telling him it was over. Til that day she hasnt seen him since. she felt like a load got off her. She was now free  well thats what she thought. She didnt know there was more trouble her way.......

Part II : THE GREAT DOWNFALL : HIGH SCHOOL & COLLEGE

When she entered high school Madeline was already attending church and learning about God. But when she got to high school she was being introduced to so many things this world had. Her appearance changed completely. She was no longer that chubby little girl with glasses. She was now a young lady who had developed quickly that summer before. She was no longer chubby but was now in "shape". All the boys who once made fun of her now wanted to date her. It seemed like things were changing for the better she thought. But not quite. She began dating in high school and although she knew it wasn't the correct time she did it anyways. Her mother will give her advice and tell her right now was not the right time. Her mother knew what was best for her but she wanted a boyfriend anyways. She was never sexually active because she wanted to wait til marriage ( that was something she learned that was sacred to God)  so she never took part in that. Her boyfriend at the time wanted to but she will say no , her fear was to great to disappoint God. Months passed by and she ended up breaking up with the boy because things weren't going so good. some months after that she meet this young man and she knew she wanted to be with him. She "loved"  everything about him.  Could it really be love? she was only about 16-17 but she thought she knew love. They began dating  and things seemed great. They will always spend time together just hanging out. They both agreed to stay away from any sexual activity til one day they fell into the tramp. The devil made them think that it was ok to do it since they "loved " each other. If they only knew what would happened afterwards. It was something done on a daily basis it was like an addiction. But their relationship wasn't great as it was. Jealousy came in the story and was destroying everything. There were no physical fights but there was alot of controlling with one another. They were only teens in highschool how can this be? They stayed together all through out high school regardless the fights and jealousy. They both graduated and left for college. He decided to stay at home while going to school, on the other hand, Madeline decided to live on campus. Little by little she was going deeper and deeper into the tramp the devil had for her. She was still dating her highschool boyfriend til one day she decided she wanted to experience the college life. She didnt want to deal with the commitment she had with him. All she wanted to do was to live life. So she did. Their relationship ended and she started to "enjoy life". Her roommates will invite her to parties, drink and smoke. At first she was a little taken back not sure what to do but then she made a choice to join them. She began partying and drinking first. While still meeting everyone on campus she meet this guy who she liked at first glance. She thought to herself that he will never be interested in her. He was the typical "popular" guy in college. He was muscular light hair, light eyes, the type all the girls wanted. And so did she. He began going out with them to parties and little by little Madeline and the guy will talk til they both began to flirt with each other. The flirting became one night stands til one day she realized she wasnt the only one he was with. Her heart broke and she felt used, worthless, and dirty. She moved on but the anger in her stayed. At this point she was extremely addicted to sex and didnt know how to stop it. It was like it was controlling her. She needed it. It was guy after guy, yet so was so unhappy. She felt like there was something missing in her. She wanted to fill that emptiness with the wrong things. Guys weren't doing a great job in filling that void for her that she ended up liking girls. Not to the point to date one, but she will kiss them and flirt with them. I was in shock. Madeline then meet this girl who seemed real nice and down to earth and they both became good friends. Madeline's new friend invited her over her house for winter break and she went. Something was waiting for her...  and she was not ready for it. Her story goes on...............

MADELINE ESTER FUENTES BARRAMUÑO PART I : Introduction

Many ask, whose name is this? Well, let me introduce you to her...She was born on February 14,1989 at 3:22 am. She is the middle child and only girl a beautiful woman gave birth to and I had the pleasure of meeting her not to long ago. I can say about a year ago I truly meet this person. She had beautiful long black hair and beautiful big eyes, she looked like a doll. Everyone loved being around this baby. But this baby began growing and things began changing, Growing up her life wasn't easy. It was a constant struggle within herself. What everyone thought she was beautiful she thought she was the ugly duckling. She wanted to please everyone especially her mom but it seemed impossible for her. She never thought she can accomplish anything yet alone her own happiness. 

She didn't believe in love, she had no idea what it meant. As a child, little Madeline grew up in a home where there was no peace. it was fight after fight. Which only made her anger and grudge grow every minute like a flower blooming during spring. It was so bad that during her adolescence she had thoughts of committing suicide and smoking. One day she was so upset she remembered her mom had cigarettes in her cabinet drawer and she decided to steal one to smoke, believing it was going to ease her pain. Madeline had no idea the damage she was doing to herself. She had no idea of anything, she was so naive and clueless. Boy I wish I knew her back then so I could have done something. But like God says everything has its time and he knew exactly what he was doing.  Years passed by and her life got worst and worst by the minute. Her mother began watching a church program on TV "Pare de Sufrir" and caught her attention so much she wanted to go to the church and attend a service. And so she did. She took her younger son along with Madeline one day and since that day she began attending faithfully. Things began to change somewhat, it wasnt over night things changed. It was a process but Madeline didn't understand. Her mother was lifted up to help in church. Madeline prayed as she was taught it was the correct thing to do. But being so young in church not knowing what the world really was about had her confused. She knew the world was bad but something in it was catching her attention. She was never the popular one or the one that many boys liked. On the contrary, she was the one people used to make fun of and all the boys didnt like her til she got to high school things changed. It seemed it was for the better but the devil knew exactly what he wanted to do with her. She had no idea of his tricks and plans. If she only paid close attention before. Her life was about to take a toll and she was not ready for it...........